Another month. I have actually been doing okay…moving on from the feeling of failing IVF and able to be more present in my life and enjoy the child I already have and the goodness of the life I have. I do find I just have such an enormous deep well of appreciation for how good my life is. And, weirdly for me, I have so much energy recently. I don’t know if it is the weight of IVF is temporarily lifted or the longer days or a new medication I’m on or what but many days I wake up with a well of energy and have been doing extra workouts.
I don’t have that many goals for this month…just enjoy this period of respite while it lasts. Maybe:
- get a massage
- do a new thing (like new neighborhood, new museum, etc.)
- finish the hat I’ve been knitting since LAST YEAR
- make pasta at least once